did you ever...
*begin rant*
**did you ever wake up one morning and know that you should just stay in bed? that it would be a much better idea to remain there, as opposed to venturing out into the cold cruelty and hatefulness of this world? these days come and go, but are returning to me more often than i care to admit. maybe my way of "dealing" with them is not traditional or healthy... it works for me though, and you should do what works, right?
**ok i lie. it works most of the time. what do i do? i thrive on stress, i ignore anxiety... i turn my back on depression. hey, im not superchick, it catches up with me every now and then. i get sad, i might cry a bit (omfg, yes, i have been known to cry.) its never for very long. after a bit it just rolls off my back and i move on.
**now jealousy. that one tends to stick around awhile. i cant help it, it just happens. its that damn feminine instinct that wells up within me. HORMONES! yeah, blaming it on hormones is a good excuse... ugh, ill finish this later. its becoming too long and moving towrds boring.
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Comments
I had one of those days today.
I just woke up in a horrible mood, and it stuck around with me till the afternoon. Even I want to just give up and cry sometimes. It sucks. I usually don't talk about it much, which isn't very healthy either. I had to try and just calm myself and take deep breathes to try and calm. Ok, i'll stop before it comes back again.
*hugs* figure we both could use one. : )
-cory
Posted by: Cory | September 20, 2004 08:32 PM
Jealousy is a hard thing to deal with, both for the one jealous, and the one that causes the jealousy. One must admit that they are missing something, the other must admit they are the one being envied. I hope you can overcome this emotion and move past it.
Posted by: Geek | September 20, 2004 08:42 PM