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 Nov 6 2005, 04:25 PM
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 RIP  Group: ClosetMonster Posts: 402 Joined: 20-April 05 From: Roswell, New Mexico Member No.: 1  |
the other day i was having a panic attack at work. i thought about hanging myself with my scarf. i actually got up and walked out of the conference room during staff meeting, wrapped my scarf around my neck as i was walking down the hall toward the restroom, and thought about hanging myself in there. i had it twisted up in the air when i realized there was no place to tie it to. scary.
-------------------- graceful insanity is beautiful when accomplished -- come into the closet
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Nov 6 2005, 04:36 PM
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RIP Group: ClosetMonster Posts: 402 Joined: 20-April 05 From: Roswell, New Mexico Member No.: 1 |
i guess i should also explain that ive been having rather severe panic attacks for some time now. this his how badly they've progressed... that i think about killing myself to get them to stop. no, i dont think im suicidal. its just a momentary lapse in judgement, and i always talk myself out of it before it progresses too far. i have tried to get in to see the doctor about it. they wont let me make an appointment. not until i pay them in full $87.63. right now i cant afford it and they dont care.
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sin How Do You Want To Die? Nov 6 2005, 04:25 PM
bozodog Wow, sin. you are under too much presure. Could it... Nov 7 2005, 08:15 AM robroy got to second everything that bd said
See your do... Nov 7 2005, 06:51 PM darksoul Sin I know how you feel, and you of all people sho... Nov 12 2005, 09:32 AM
bozodog Ohh yeah, Darksoul. I'm an ole gal, but I stil... Nov 14 2005, 03:26 PM |
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